It's funny how I had a lot going through my mind before I came online. But the moment I came, i realised that I've no idea what to say.
Yeah. Thanks for all the comfort I received. I know it's an embarrassing thing to cry in front of so many people. Yes. Obviously I know, thank you. But I didn't want that either, do I?
If u were me, the moment u saw ur results, especially when the other subjects were okay, there's one result down there in front of you, that's the most obvious of them all.
Right. What else but Humanities?
Nothing but disappointment. It's not that I didn't work hard for that. I've tried. But look at the ending. I'm still getting results I shouldn't be getting.
Come on. It's not like its a B3 okay.
It's a damn C5. yeah. tell me about it.
tell me how not to be sad when one bloody subject is taking like almost half of my L1R5.
i know i should be more forward-looking, and not look back anymore. But let me tell you now, I can't okay?
It's not that I didn't try. I did, but now and then, I'll often be reminded of my bloody results.
And you thought u knew me well. But in fact, you don't.
U don't know how it feels like trying to keep up with a pretence in front of you. It's getting really suffocating, that here I am trying to act as though I'm really okay.
But in fact, I'm not.
Well. u fell for my pretence, didn't you?
At least, that's a comforting thought. But it still sucks to know that you can't see through it.
I know right from yesterday, we'll be going into two different worlds. To be honest, I don't want it.
Hah. But what can I do? Nothing but to move on with time helplessly.
Everyone's achieved remarkable results. Not me.
Yes. People said that I should be getting at least a 4 or 5 after deduction. Yeah. Look at me now.
Maybe it might be better if we all go on our separate ways...
I really wonder how long more can I keep this going. I'm losing reign over it.
As each second passes, I'm finding it even harder to hang in there.
