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haiz.
the song's damn nice...
:D:D:D:D:D


LOL.
i still feel weird using a new phone now...
well...
just bought it yesterday while i'm out having lunch at amk central there.
lol.
its within my father's budget.
lol.
heng i bought a new phone.
coz my current old one-its battery seems to be leaking soon.
i mean, with its bulging size and everything....
X.X
changed a new brand for the first time.
but then, i'll only be using it for bout slightly more than half a year then i can go and renew my line or smth then cn shun bian go change to a desired phone that i want.


lol. esp the msg format and everything.
lol.
charlene is fast in realising it.
well.
didnt do any hw todae...
just "spring cleaning" again.
and now, i'm only left with less than half of the things that needs packing.
well.
have to start packing now mahhs.
though i didnt really dump a lot of things...=.=
for next year mahhs.
think i'll most prob die if i have to select only some things to bring with me when i'm moving hse.
oh well.
haiz.

going chinatown tmr, the date as settled by agnes.
hmm.now i dont think i'll ever get us lost anymores.
well...i've been there quite many times lahh so i guess..
lol. i knw she'll kill me agn if i ever get us lost agn or smth...
HAH. we had a BRILLIANT experience previously, didn't we?xD
lol. and that indirectly reminds me of my money which is still with l.k.h.
wonder when i'll ever get it back frm him though...

lol.
nowadays, i dont usually talk on msn...
and its just...
cause i dont feel like it.

lol.
scared me when i suddenly saw mr lin's name appearing in my inbox...
well...its bout SKy programme and stuff..
and well...
nxt year's bound to be a fruitful year.
but idk why, i find myself dreading it smhow.
be it studies-wise, or friends.

oww...having a stiff neck agn.
thanks to my cousin who slept on my pillow last night.
my soft soft pillow.
and now my neck's stiff.X.X
still gimme that kind of bo-chap face....
=.=
skinny guy.xD

and the pics on the nhhs website is superr UGLY.
I LOOK SO...=.=..x.X


and, embrace a whole new month!!

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举棋不定 心神不宁； 我该怎么做才好呢？

我正在寻找答案，一个能令我满足的答案。
而这，应该也需要些时间吧？


感叹！。。。

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山林裡 和煦的陽光 融化冬天的酷寒
你的臉 出現在眼前 盈著無限的愛戀

我就像住在 童話世界裡
所有畫面都是你
紊亂的心跳 只想沈浸在 你專屬於我的懷抱

我們一起乘坐幸福的翅膀
在藍藍天空遨遊
遊過那重重山水和無盡殿堂
點滴甜美 因為身旁有你

花叢間 微風在輕舞 帶著醉人的甜蜜
你的吻 溫柔而深刻 細細訴說著愛戀

我就像住在 童話世界裡
所有畫面都是你
紊亂的心跳 只想沈浸在 你專屬於我的每一秒

我們一起乘坐幸福的翅膀
在藍藍天空遨遊
不管是未知山水或神祕殿堂
我們都不畏懼

我們一起乘坐幸福的翅膀
在藍藍天空遨遊
遊過那重重山水和無盡殿堂
有你的地方 就是我的天堂

喔微風帶著醉人的甜蜜 所有畫面都是你
我就像住在 童話世界裡 有你的地方 就是我的天堂

this song's kinda nice.
hahas.
haiz.
hw tmr morning when i wake up.
at least must complete that last compre.

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AHHS!!!
my dear dear CHARLENE'S BACK FRM M'SIA!!!
<3 :D

hehe.(to charlene)
thanks for ur sms though(:
lol.though it seems a bit weird actually...:P

hmm.
so today was on the morning shift with yujia(:
then its like, we both were in charge of doing this "thank you" card to npcc to thank them for lending us tents, (well, to the sec 3s lahh.)

then yingying told me and yujia to do since we were the only sec 2s there at that time and the sec 1s have gotta learn the gadgets-making stuff..
lol.
we didnt take quite long to do lahh.
then we helped with the gadgets-making and stuff.
and LOL. i simply love tightening the twine so that the poles will not be well, drooping down that kind?
lol.
just found out that its a good way of venting out ur frustrations.xD
well. not that i was frustrated during that time lah...

hmm. do finish le so just slack slack around.
told jwen bout yk's and agnes's sisters plan of coming into nanhua stuff..
lol.
she was just as shocked as i was.
well, they didnt exactly fare as well as i had expected them to.
prob because of the maths i think.
the standard was as hard as our year back then.
well..stupid teo bee eng.
err..she's my pri sch principal in any case.
and she sucks totally.
"and i'm glad to see the back of her!"
lol.
i'm suddenly reminded of oliver twist. LOL.

hah!
last year she was just plain lucky, coz the paper was quite easy.
and smone managed to get a 280, well, my year my classmate got a 284, thats the highest so far actually.
but now, it has dropped back to like before a 284 was achieved.
now's like only...268?!
which is kinda low.
well.idk.
it just seems low to me.
now that i ever got that mark or smth, but seriously, only like less than 15 ppl who got above 250 went up the stage?!!
thats like, superr OMG?!
lol.
for my year back then.
still gt ppl from 6F and 6G...
but then nw, there's none.
wow.
haiz.
but its nt exactly my prob anymore, right?
she'll just have to settle that prob on her own.
who ask her to be a principal who just cares only bout how the school looks but not the studies of her students?






okayy.
so i managed to get agnes back le.
i mean, she was on her way out of the sch.
tried calling her for like umpteenth times but she didnt even answer.
heng i saw her while i was at the canteen.
blur sotong.
told her so many times to sms me when she is dismissed.
but she didnt in the end.
coz my shift ended le mahhs.
and i didnt wanna eat lunch and i cn go home de...but i was w8ing for her phone call...=.=
lol.
so i ran after her and pulled her back or smth.
lol.
then i wanted to get my bag but then mdm surin saw me and called me to her side.
lol.
then she asked me which of my juniors were there for the west division day...
lol.

hmm. so we both were like walking out of the main gate on the way to the other bus-stop, chatting happily when agnes chua suddenly freaked out and pulled me so hard at my sleeve that it startled me so much.
then she was like, pointing to the drain there, saying , " ahhs!! there's a lizard!!"
and i was like, "omg!! where??"
then she said, "there lahh!!"
and then when i saw it, it was like moving kind of towards us or smth, and she suddenly screamed again, and made me screamed too.

lol.
we both two were like idiots, and she kept on walking on the grass, not wanting to walk on the pavement.
well, she is superr scared of lizards.
me, not that much as those stupid , disgusting flying insects actually.
lol.
and then i told her, " 那不是 lizard, 是 chameleon 啦！"
lol
she said my expression damn funny.
but she didnt even realise that hers was even funnier!!:D
hahahahas.

somemore she kept on pulling my sleeve until its like....X.X
hahas.
then we went walking round cwp...
went macs.
shared food tgt.
lol.
then we went popular. go see files then books etc.
to find inspiration on her file cover design for nxt year.
well, mine's done so i'm just helping her.
hahas.
ppl were looking at us but who cares?!

i just love the way it is. and its not like we both did smth wrong or wadever~~~.~
hahas.
hmm.
then we agreed on me bringing her to chinatown where i got my fabric for the design round nxt week or smth.
hahas.
oops.
forgot that i must confirm with her the length first....
:P

lol.
ahhs.
too full to eat dinner todae...plus no appetite to.so...
skipped it as well.

hmm.
wanna go watch tv le.

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OOPS.
GOTTA GO SLP NOW.
TMR NIDDA HEAD OFF TO SCH EARLY TO DO DUTY FOR THE OPEN HSE...
HAIZ.
HAHAS.
BUT THEN I CAN SEE MY BAI CAI LAOGONG TMR.
WELL..
SHE WANNA HITCH A FREE RIDE FROM ME TMR....
HAHAS.
AS ALWAYS...XD

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o.0

HEYHEYHEY!!
lol. i'm so bored here...
HAHA.
LOL.
i'm currently smiling to myself like an idiot at the computer screen...hahahs.
coz i'm suddenly reminded of the performance where we had to put up in the first-half of the year for the sec 4s...
LOL.
i think if i'm not wrong, that i was forced to say that de lorhhs.=.=

hahas.
well...
at least, i succeeded in making everyone laugh..
my seniors' laughters are just...priceless and all that i can ever ask for.


hmm.
so i went down to MacPherson today well...coz my mum saw this advertisement and knew that i would be so interested in it so we all headed there tgt.
hahas.
well...actually i didnt even knew that todae was a public holiday...-until only yesterday.
lol.
to think that i even woke up, wondering where my cousin was-cause i didnt hear his usual voice while playing with my bro in the mornings...and even trying to search for him or smth...=.=

lol. yeah. me=idiot.X.X
well...so i went there and bought some well...craft stuff...
wanted to get agnes chua to go with me de...but then too bad....she said that she's broke...
hahas.
MacPherson there de kway chap is damn nice lorhhs.
well...
i'm not one who ever eats pig's intestines de...
but then its superr nice there...
it just taste like one of my all-time favourites!:D

hahas.
then after we bought finish the things le right.
we went to the waterloo street...(aiyah.nt exactly sure where's the exact place, but it shud be smwhere nearby aniwaes.) the temple there to pray.
its been a long time since we last went there...
and as usual, its SUPERR CROWDED.

hahas.
then my father suggested going to illuma to shop around since we all not exactly been in there yet.
lol.
nth much to my expectations there sadly...):

suggested going to bras basah to find my cousin, coz he'll be there to buy his assessments(well, there de popular is superr big...far bigger than the junction 8 de.)
but then my mum told me that they shud be at raffles city round that time coz my aunt wants to go and buy her coach bag.hahas. its superr ex. lahh..
but then... oh well.
nvm.


hahas.
then my father suggested eating instant noodles for dinner (well, since we had a high cholesterol and a heavy lunch...well...the person gave us a SUPERR LARGE serving...X.X and its a bit ex lahh...X.X)
hahas.
but then when he mentioned the two word "instant noodles" my mum saw my shocked expression coz i've alrdy grown tired of eating it...X.X

lols.
so she suggested me going to ntuc with my bro to buy instant noodles that we want.
lol.
my bro scared me thruout the way there man...X.x
coz its like, when i came out of the lift door right( my bro was walking in front of me lahhs.)
then i didnt notice what was in front of me...
so he turned back and pointed to a cockroach that was right in front of me and it was OVERTURNED AND LYING ON ITS BACK X.X...
well...he made me screamed indeed.
well...but its nt EXACTLY very loud lahh...

then its like, a few distance away, there was a squashed cockroach lying in the middle of the pavement which my bro nearly stepped( as in missed by a few centimetres or smth that kind...)
and i told him that he almost stepped on one, and then he was like, letting out a small "ahhs?"
well...
then there was the most irritating part.
i was sms-ing while walking so i didnt exactly look on what's ahead of me as in the ground lahh..
then my bro was like, "jie, na4 bian1 you3 cockroach..."
and i was like, " na2 li3, na2 li3"
then he was like laughing at me?!
and i was like, "ahhs!! i'm so gonna kill u" that kind of expression...
lol.
got an elderly couple who was smiling at us as we walked past de bus-stop..
LOL.
THEY MUST BE THINKING THAT I'M MAD...X.X

HAHAS.
and we took well...a slightly longer estimated time choosing what flavour we wanted...
coz i wanted to eat smth spicy but then my bro cnt coz he's still sick and has a bit of cough or smth...and so he cnt eat.
esp not now,since nxt wed is his silver swimming test...

AHHHS. MY BRO ROCKS.
HE LEARNS AND TAKES TESTS FASTER THAN ME...
well...
and that's cause MAINLY OF MY TWO SWIMMING COACH.
WHO TEACHES ME THE DIFF. STYLES AND COMPONENTS OF THE TESTS SUPERR SLOW.
QI4 SI3 WO3 LE4!!!

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ahhs!!! finally!!!!
stupid poor connection problem today...
go any web page also DAMN SLOW..
=.=

almost went mad....=.=
LOL.

haish.
i just <3 THAT SHOW...
i've been watching it for the whole day and i'm like WOW?!!
i mean, i've nvr watched so many episodes at one go....
HAISH.

I GUESS I'M SERIOUSLY ADDICTED TO THE SHOW NOW.
WONDER WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW THAT I'M JUST LEFT WITH A FEW EPISODES WHICH I CAN MOST PROB FINISH WATCHING BY TMR.....:"(:"(

AND ITS LIKE, OH MY...
I MEAN, THIS IS MY 2ND OR 3RD DAY WATCHING THE SHOW(WELL, I CNT REALLY RMB WHEN....X.X) , WHICH HAS ERR...BOUT 20 EPISODES ACTUALLY....

WOW.
GUESS I JUST BROKE MY OWN RECORD...
LOL.

and oops...
I GOTTA GO SLP NOW.
MY PARENTS ARE COMING IN TO KILL ME ANYTIME...
LOL.
THEY PROB WILL....
WHEN THEY FOUND OUT THAT I'M HOGGING BOTH THE TWO COMPS-alone. xD

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OMG!!!
i sooo love fu2 qi4 you4 an1 kang1 man!!!
LOL.
almost died of laughter while watching it this whole afternoon, after a day's work of writing and wrapping both mine and my bro's books with the clear wrapping sheet...
well, tgt with my mum that is.
lol.

and there goes my day AGAIN.
lol.
i'm just practically wasting each day...
LOLLOL.

nth to do much on9 so i guess i'll probably go do some chinese for now...
must force myself to think about the hw before i can have fun and go off watching more dramas..:D

oohhhs...
i can de.
JYJYJY!!!:D:D:D:D:D

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yawns.
now i'm having a stiff neck-from the chatting on the phone i did with charlene a while ago while i was online, typing away on my comp....=.=

oww...

hmm.
dun feel like saying much so i'll just crapp bout the things i did today...:


-i finished the maths homework (well, apart from those that i seriously dk how to and that i'm not planning to ask, at least for now..)

-err..i went to pop with my mum and bro to get his textbooks and my A Maths txtbook?

-then i watched tv? (well, its those dvds that my uncle's wife lent me...)

LOL.
i cant think of anything MORE THAT I DID TODAY...=.=
WOW.
I'M SUPERR PRO.
JUST WASTED YET ANOTHER DAY.
AND ITS GONNA BE DEC SOON.
CRAPP....x.X

O.0
plus those compre mcqs for the chinese paper. now at the gong1 han2 part now....
haiz.
the paper's superr hard.
i'm dying at the compre..
haiz.
i just suck...X.X



o.0
and fu2 qi4 you4 an1 kang1 is damn nice!!
lol.
cnt type chinese for now.
haven change the thing or smth yet.
LOL.

but its nice.
haha.
and lan2 zheng4 long2 is quite okayy lahh.
lol.
the show's quite touching at first.
esp. at the part....
omg...
i'll always just go....at scenes who are similar to this...
its just soo...touching.
well, not many people can do that, isn't it?

"a seal of eternal promise. till death do us apart.."

that sort of thing....
haish...


agnes laogong got so high standard.
wonder how's her .... looks...

i'm just so curious!!xD

lol.
and that reminds me of the trip to bras basah where well apparently we were both lost and roaming about on the streets...
then we saw this guy...
well, actually is he came up to us de...(for no part. reason...=.=)

then he started reading our faces or smth and said that he's from india and all those stupid crapp....=.=

he started off with agnes first.
LOL.
he told US that agnes is sort of "being courted by two guys, where only one of them is actually the one she fancies or smth...then he said that agnes was a v.lucky girl..."

Lol.
then laogong's expression was damn funny...
she just kept on staring blankly at him in disbelief (while nodding her head at whatever he says...LOL.)

AND SERIOUSLY,
i DIDNT AT ALL EXPECT HIM TO TURN TO ME INSTEAD.
THEN HE told me that "i've smhow been in a relationship that's left me broken-hearted before...."

wth..
worst still...he continued on with this " and u're still waiting for the one who currently has a girlfriend right now...."
And he EVEN asked me if HE has ONE....=..=

then i was like, "OMG!! WHAT THE CRAPP IS HE TALKING ABOUT?!"

well, only the first part of what he said was true...
but the part where he said that i'm still waiting for the one who has a gf right now is SO NOT TRUE,
well...
not that any opp. gender-friends that i have and know has one, unless...

but that just doesn't count and it doesn't seem to be it, does it?...

well...forget it. why making myself bother bout what he says and ponder over it for days?...



LOL.
HE EVEN ASKED FOR SOME STUPID DONATIONS.
HENG WE BOTH SHARED AND DIDNT GIVE MUCH.
WTH.
CRAZY INDIAN GUY.
THINK WE BOTH LIKE SOME RICH GIRLS OR SMTH MEH....
LOL.
DUMBB....X.XX.X.X

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just came back from east coast not long ago from buying my bro's skates.
hahas.
the boss quite nice.
lol.

now i'm gonna vacuum my room.
to get rid of all the dust from all the packing i did.
well.
its not exactly half of what i wanted to do,
but i'm just lazy to do more.
HAH.
but at least i did managed to clear bout a layer of my shelf for the textbooks.(both mine and my bro's.)

LOL.
but my efficiency speed is SUPERR SLOW.
TOOK ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY.
HAIZ.
PLANNED TO DO MATHS ACTUALLY DE.
BUT THEN...
I'M A SUPERR SLACKER NOW..X.X

on to photo-selection process now.
gonna send them for developing tonight.
its gonna be a secret.(:

omg.
is that the trailer for new moon?!
O-M-G.
WELL, THAT WAS WHAT I HEARD FROM THE RADIO THOUGH.
HAIZ.
BUT THEN I CNT WATCH IT..
SUPERR BROKE NOW...
HOPE MY PLANNING EFFORTS WILL PAY OFF SOMEHOW..X.X

should i go tmr?
haha.

hey peeps; even if i didnt go with u all tmr,
just be sure that my heart's with u all...xD

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OOHHS!!!

I'M BACKKKKK!!:D

WHEEEEE!!!XD

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wtf!!

i'm seriously freakkinglyy pissed off with those...
damn them.
almost said the f*** word to them, well those two last sat.
they're so bloody irritating.
idiots.
watever u call them that is.
fancy harassing me when i'm outside in the midst of thinking.
wtf.
and spoiling my mood for the entire day throughout.

YEAH.
AND THEY'VE MADE ME REALISE WHAT THEIR TRUE SELVES WERE.
THANKS A LOT.

NOW I'M BEGINNING TO LOSE FAITH IN TIME.
TIME CAN MAKE EVERY CHANGES THERE ARE IN LIFE.
IT MAKES ONE REVEAL HIS/HER TRUE INNER SELF.
AND THAT MAKES ME REALLY SICK OF IT.
LIFE'S REALLY UNFAIR.
WHAT MAKES IT MORE, THAT THE REALITY IS EVEN MORE CRUEL.


wth.
will be away for camp these few days.
its gonna be tough and hectic .
well, there arent exactly moments for us to rest, from what i've heard from those who are planning the schedule.
wtf.

surely cnt sleep during camp de.
lights out at 12 midnight...=.=
wth.
the nxt morning must still wake up damn early...
haiz.

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Its true;



SMILE, THOUGH YOUR HEART'S ACHING.





right.
off to my lala~land now.
though i've got insomnia...=.=
wow. its gonna be 12am?! gosh; i didnt know that.~~


ahhs...still nidda go drip a few drops of eye mo.
eyes damn painful recently..=.=
no idea.

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gr8.
now i'm feeling kinda badd.

haiz.
in the end,
i'm not going for the class gathering anymore.
well, i'm sorry khang hwee...
i owe you.
a chance to take revenge.

LOL.
now is kinda a good time to take revenge on me, since i'm still sick with flu.

haha.
but, nvm.


going out with agnes for the whole day tmr instead.
i suggested goin to bras basah actually, coz i wanna get smth from there and i've not been there for quite a long time le.
it's been a hectic and busy year this year..=.=

well, bras basah is considered one of my fav. haunts actually.
somehow, idk why.
i just love the feeling of being alone on Saturdays there, browsing thru the books and everything.

well, its gonna be a dream come true for me next year, when i move.
just nidda take a bus down.
its easy.
considered pretty near too.

well, that will be where u can find me on Saturdays actually.


right.
then we nidda go to harbourfront too.
to meet agnes's friend.
o.0
then dinner.
hahas.
first time out eating dinner with my friend!!
lol.

for u, its really nth to be happy and excited about.
but for me, it is.
thats what matters.
i wun care anymore what u think or wadever.

o.0
then we gonna come back here, where'll i'll meet my parents i think.
unless they go off to smwhere...
haha.


yeah.
and todae's damn cool.

guides mtg in sch todae.
talked bout camp stuff...
but poor yingying.
she kanna got scolded by mrs tan till she cried.
haiz.
the job of CLs aren't as easy as it may seem.


hahas.
grown a step closer with the sec 1s today.
lol.
was bombarded with questions bout the camp todae.
lol.
haha.
sweeting and zijie kept on asking me to go but then the sec 1s were at the same time, asking me damn lots of questions and everything...
hahas.
o.0
and we kinda walked in the rain too.
i mean, despite my flu.
went to imm and we ate at macs.
then we shopped round.
basically we went round the whole shopping mall.
haha.
and we're gonna go bugis tgt!
o.0
bugisxD

right.
then our last stop was at daiso's.
where we actually made many plans for nxt year's stuff.
o.0
and i've got my inspiration for smth.

its a secret.:D

haha. then i bought my stuff.
thats why i nidda go bras basah tmr.xD




somehow,i dont ever regret being a guide.
its one of my family now.
and i'm gonna treasure the nxt year, kinda the true last whole year before we have to step down...


o.0
we are hiking with the student council...
=.=
wow.
nice one.


hah.
this camp's gonna be so hectic.
got the night hike from sch to southern bridge in chinatown or smth, thats what they say...=.=
i mean, "wow?"
its such a long way?!
and lights out is at 12?!!

omg!!

right.
doubt i can sleep either.~~
lol.
with wet hair?!

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i gave up w8ting...
know i should sleep early, since im sick.
but, i'm just so stubborn at times...=.=

qi si wo le.
haiz.
didnt think my illness got any better at all..
in fact, it seemed to have worsened now...
right...
and i'll be kept busy these few days...

loads of stuff to do..
workshops to attend, camp and cca?




great; my eyelids are seriously closing on me now.
hope i can sleep fast tonight.
dun wanna find myself having nightmares and unable to sleep.
with the stupid renovations tmr tats goin on...


...
i feel like an idiot.
thanks a lot, for making me feel so.
...

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最近我常都做噩梦
不知怎么的，
已经连续好几天了。。。
总有种不祥的预感似的。。

刚刚，看了Cheryl 的部落格后，
不知怎么的，
我总感觉泪水已在自己的眼里打转，仿佛随时都会掉落下来似的。。。
嗨。。。
突然之间，
我有种说不出的感觉，
之前我们一同经历的往事，又一幕幕的重现在我眼前。。。

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啊！！！
气死我了！！！

好不容易才等到她回来。。。
打给她的时候竟然说了没两下子就挂我电话！
气死我了！！
还叫我明天才打给她？
连jwen 也受不了她了。。。=/=

我快急死了。
那么多天没和她聊天，也没见到她。
竟然连个回应也没有。。。

我们俩真的要被她给气疯了！！！
。。。


哈。
终于给了我我要的答复了！！

我爱死她了！！
xD

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HAIZ.
i should be the one sighing.

damn it..
the stupid renovations upstairs giving me a terrible headache for the whole day..
damn it...
its seriously damn loud
can even hear it clearly when im forced to put on the earplugs as told by my father...
gosh it sucks..
its so loud that my father cnt tolerate it anymore that he went upstairs to tell the person to nt use so many drills at the same time..
just imagine 2 drills u know...
and its like they're both placed very near to each other...
and the noise level is seriously above 100 decibels.
well, the maximum industry level is only bout 80 decibels but yet, theirs is totally exceeded the stated and compromised level.

just imagine, the whole house was seriously vibrating
and the noise, its almost equivalent to hearing the noise caused by an aeroplane taking off directly above u.
and that, is already equivalent to bout 120 decibels!!

wtf.
prolonged hearing can cause permanent damage to the inner cochlear structure..
damn it lahh...
HAH.
my father got so pissed off with them that he called to complain to the HDB
then the person came
and said that she can hear it when she's at the bridge opp..
wth!!
its damn far lorhh
the distance i mean.

and she promised that she bring the decibel meter tmr!!
xD
haha!!!
good!

i want peace lorhhs!!
LOL.

CNT EVEN HAVE A NAP TODAY...
worse when im having a flu...
=.=

hope tmr the drills used will be reduced to one only...


then i cn at least concentrate on my work!!!

hahahas.

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eew...
gosh..
i totally forgot that the renovation works directly upstairs of my house will start from tmr and it'll last for 3 days till wed...
ohh myy...
doubt i cn finish my maths within these few days with all the din upstairs..

but i'll still try.
and hopefully, i'm able to finish those few more questions left on graph.
and then, i'll take a break and start on my chinese after i come back from my camp.

wth.
just realised that i've gotta err.. sort of study for the competition for guides.
crapp..
=.=
i'm always being sabotaged to be the leader...=.=
nice one. X.X
and i have only one day to study for the quiz!!??

oh-my-tian..
its just equivalent to killing me instead.
its like one whole book?!!
its nt that thin wth.

...
right...
and i need to sew my badges on...=.=
thanks a lot.
with the crammed schedules.=.=

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o.0
got my textbooks from popular yest night when i went out to eat.
haha.
fast.
well, at least i can do all the wrapping asap and well...
other stuff.
hah.
its easier to buy at popluar, though im still lack of one, since the stock haven arrive yet.
LOL.
I WAN see the Additional Maths textbook.
seems cool.
HAH.
im really beginning to love maths now.
o.0
buying at popular spares me the trouble of having to lug the heavy books back frm clementi to wdlands.
it sucks; not that i've never tried it before.=.=...
somemore i have to lug it on the day my camp ends itself...since i'll be very very busy on the other days..with cca and sky and returning back to m'sia and loads of other stuff that i've got to do..
it'll just make matters worse.
fancy me having to carry the luggage bag and plastic bags full of my textbooks??
well,
i reckon that i'll just be superr clumsy with it...=.=
so i'll prefer to play it safe.


crappy...
i'm sick again...=.=
LOL.
Hah.
my bro,cousin and I are all sick now...=.=
wonder who was the one who spread the germs to me...
LOL.

stupid flu's making's me so...
drowsy??


...

went to my future house area to check out the pri schs there for my bro..
well, after we move, he's gonna switch schs so..
hmm...
well, i'll prefer st.Andrew's pri sch, though its further than the other choice that we have on our minds...
just nid take mrt to potong pasir from boon keng can le.
its just one stop aniwaes...=.=
plus a 7-min walk then can le...
so fast lorhhs...
then the boon keng mrt station is also smwhere near our house...

ehhs...lemme see, i think is just need cross a traffic light or go thru some underpass or smth??

o.0
and i love st. Andrew's surroundings..
so surreal.
unlike the other one...
so chaotic...
esp got those i.t.e students...=.=


well,
there's been a change apparently, in the approximate date which the house will be ready by..
and i may have to move in earlier than expected..
well, its just the day after meiqian's bdae...


its really fast.
come to think of it, my current house is as old as i am.
at the age of 15 will be my last year living in it..
come to think of it,
how many 15 years does one actually have in his/her own life?
its like, ive already spent an impt. stage of my life here in this house, to find myself moving into a new one, as though i'm embarking on another diff. stage of my life.

very soon, i guess.
that i'll have to leave behind everything here.
those familiar and insignificant stuff around me,
guess i've really gotta cherish my remaining days with it now..

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omg.
im totally freaking out right now.
somehow,
i just feel weird.
by smth she said in her blog...
gosh...
am i fool or what?
it feels weird just by looking back at what she had said.
and now,
here i am,
reading and re-reading all over again,
time after time,
i still dun believe it.

i didnt know, that she still thought of us this way, given our status now, as compared to the past.

and now, i'm really beginning to question myself, if what my belief and thoughts were wrong afterall...

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伤心情歌播几遍了

你的眼还湿红红的

生命总有些过客

现在不过多了一个

结束了何必再拉扯

有些事总该遗忘的

你听着听着又哭了

我明白的谁都难免不舍

别再哭了 多不值得

想一想把爱情看透彻

生活苦涩该他负责

他会后悔他做了这选择

别再哭了 多不值得

失去也是另一种获得

伤心情歌 不属你的

幸福不一定非爱谁不可

难熬的 会经过的



伤心情歌播几遍了

你的眼还湿红红的

生命总有些过客

现在不过多了一个

结束了何必再拉扯

有些事总该遗忘的

你听着听着又哭了

我明白的谁都难免不舍

别再哭了 多不值得

想一想把爱情看透彻

生活苦涩该他负责

他会后悔他做了这选择

别再哭了 多不值得

失去也是另一种获得

伤心情歌 不属你的

幸福不一定非爱谁不可

爱错了 又能如何



别再哭了 不值得

笑着把爱情看透彻

生活苦涩他负责

他会后悔他做了这选择

别再哭了 多不值得

失去也是另一种获得

伤心情歌 不属你的

幸福不一定非爱谁不可

难熬的 会经过的



seriously this song's damn nice.
it just keeps playing in my mind..

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yawns.
i really am deprived of sleep...=.=

kinda sick again.
sore throat, cough...
...

LOL.
i gave up doin maths and chinese...
chinese is hard.
goshh...
wonder how long i'll ever take to complete just those two homeworks...
X.X

seriously, i keep slacking..
well, though its the holidays but, im just so easily distracted..

for maths,
im left with graphs and statistics, as well as those few questions that idk how do or my ans is diff to that as stated..

ahhs...
dun have the motivation to do hw...
seriously, its the longest time i've ever taken to complete my hw...
....
LOL.

ahhhs..
LOL.
i almost died of laughter when my cousin came back from his grad performance.
he looked so funny...
with his make-up on...
he looks even better and handsome of course, and NATURAL without anything.
ahhs well,
im sure that he'll be a killer with girls when he grows up.


LOL.
my bro's driving me mad..
he's sitting beside me, using the comp too, we each using one that is.
and he keeps imitating me, playing the same music as i do..
and seriously,
i hate echoes..=.=

me want peace.=.=

ahhs well..
now my mum's calling him to change.xD
but he'll be back l8r anyways...

ahhs.
todae.did nth like the past few days.

hmm...
o.0
received a call frm leshia just nw, asking me to meet smwhere to pay the money for the class gathering and the bbq!!
haha.
she gave me 15 mins grace to meet her at civic centre.
few mins walk frm my house.xD
thank god i've already eaten.
haha.
then quickly chionged to bathe again and i did, in 10mins!!
haha.
dun usually bathe that fast...:B

oh well..
thought i was late so i tried to walk as fast as possible but then it was hard when i had to sms while walking, thanks to K.H. , who smsed me...=.=

lol.
so we were sms-ing and i seriously thought that leshia was the one who's gonna come to collect the money from me..
but then it turned out to be, K.H.

lol.
was looking in the other direction when i saw him walking down the escalator...
and i was like walking to him, feeling surprised.
surprised that it was both him and bout his height too...
oh my,
he's seriously damn tall now.
had to err...look up when i talk to him??
my, thats hard..=.=
yeah..
and his voice is far far far deeper now and he got even more pimples since the last time i saw him...

but the only two things that didnt change, were both his hair, and his face, who will turn red easily..xD
hah.
if he ever sees this, im sure he'll kill me on class gathering the day itself...x.X
his hair is forever growing wild....xP
haha.
he kinda look surprised when he saw me too..
wonder why...

haha then we went separate ways and he still owe me my change..
haha,
didnt have spare change with me so i told him to pay me back on when we meet.
hmm..
thought he'll be goin the other way home when i saw him on the bridge...
well, he's faster than me since he took the faster route up...
haha.

dk why, but he just didnt see me.
wonder why i ran past him when he was talking on the phone, to my pri sch to fetch my bro...
seriously i wonder why.
but i doubt he'll even see me though.
LOL.

gosh.
im sweating like hell now...
the weather's seriously hot...-.-
haha

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part 2 of 041109's clique outing!

hahas.
it was halfway thru the movie that i realised smth.
-that one really cnt eat while watching the movie.
all that vomiting and puking...
gosh...

well, most of us arent able to eat during those scenes, apart from that one person...
HAHA.
and that's MEIQIAN truly...
well, i caught a few glimpse of her continuing to eat her popcorn while everyone else cnt..

then there's still these few erm...
pervertic scenes that really attracted MEIQIAN'S ATTENTION AND INTEREST.

she's so weird.
i mean,
people cnt eat at all those vomiting and puking parts while she can.
the only scenes where she didnt munch on her popcorn was those ahem* scenes...
seriously, didnt think that that movie would actually have such scenes..
lol.


haha.
seriously, i was beginning to wonder where's the most touching part gonna be and whether i would cry or not when it all just happen.


haiz..
was so engrossed in the movie, of course nt the ahem* parts...
that i didnt even realised that i was crying...=.=
LOL.
my tears just started falling...
LOL.
the more i tried to control my tears, the more choked-up i was...=.=

haiz.
the movie was damn sadd and touching lahh...

lol.
even yokekay who was watching it for the second time, cried too, u know..
only me, noreen, yokekay and justina were the ones who cried...
charlene, meiqian and mingxuan, i can only say that they are not easily touched or smth??
lol.

haha. than at the end of the movie, charlene was like asking me, "did you just cry or smth?"
haha.

well.
then we went to walk walk around before charlene had to leave..):
hah.
then everyone left after deciding that there was nth more to do...
lol.

it was the peak hour...=.=

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haiz.
found it hard to sleep these few nights...
kept pondering over things and making myself lose sleep.
guess i must be bored and mad.

haiz.
my house's atmosphere been a bit tense lately,as a matter of fact.
coz of my bro's EOYS results..
well, they are quite good u know...
fancy him only losing bout 3 marks for eng n chinese paper 2 itself and for maths, he got a 97!!

but then, my mum's still mad at him.
for being careless and getting such results when he actually said that the papers were kinda easy and he'll do well all-that-stuff..

what upsets her the most was his eng listening compre,-also a 3 marks gone, but its the worst of his ability in his two years.

HAIZ.
if he can still managed a 285 which is damn hard now, i'll be glad for him...
HAIZ.

but yet, there's always a next time; isn't it?


o.0
tmr's my cousin's graduation performance where he'll be a pri 1 kid nxt year!!
just wanna wish him all the best, though i cant go, they only allow two ppl from ur family to go-i mean,what kind of stupid sch does that? its seriously unfair!!!#.#

ahhhs...
time passes so quickly.
i've seen him grown all these years, from a little baby till now, where he's gonna become a pri 1 boy le..

ahhhs..

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haha. todae was damn funny.
went out tgt with charlene,meiqian,mingxuan,yokekay,justina and noreen to lot one to watch "MY SISTER'S KEEPER"!!:D

haha. LOL.
mingxuan accidentally wrongly and i had to chiong as a result.
LOL.
planned to reach there early de, but then was busy finding smth impt tat i had to bring with me that i forgot the time and as a result, i left home at only 12.15pm, which was 15 mins before our meeting time...
LOL.
so there was me chionging out of my house, walking as fast as i could to the mrt station, which i did in 5 mins time(usually it was bout a 7-10 mins walk..).but then had to w8 for the stupid train which i just missed and which it only came at 12.22pm...

which was damn great...=.=
but heng i made it though i was late for bout 5mins.
LOL.
was sms-ing mingxuan and charlene tgt at the same time on the train..
LOL.
mingxuan's smses made me laugh to myself on the train, which attracted unwanted attention by ppl the 2nd time today...=.=

the 1st was attention on my clothes while i was walking to the mrt station..
lol.
ppl were prob thinking if that girl was mad,who was out,clad in a jacket on such a hot day, though it did rain moments ago...=.=
somehow i dun think i ever did dress in such a way before.
LOL.
and i met lois's mum at the lift there and she was kinda surprised to see me or should i say, most likely by what i wore?...

hAH.
reached bout the same time as charlene did and i went to find her at the lrt station since im faster than her..XD
HAHA.:D

though by a few mins.

then we went up to the library to give them a surprise-thought noreen n justina were l8r than us but it turns out to be wrong and on the contrary just as the surprise failed..=.=

went up to the foodcourt to eat which i didnt, since i already did at home.
lol.
noreen was funny..

haha.
shared drinks with charlene.

ooh.
and i saw jiahui from the class nxt to me in pri sch, 6F. but sadly, think she dont rmb me le.
LOL.
to think that we were even on quite good terms before.=..=

oh well,
thats just one of the effects of time...=.=

haha.
then we walked around aimlessly, trying to spend the remaining time, since the movie only starts at 3pm...

well,suggested goin to the arcade to play, which we did.
ahhs. it was damn cool.

long time neh play racing le.
so we did.
tgt.all seven of us.

and it was one word
FUN.

haha.


then we went out to the playground there but then it started raining again the moment we stepped out...

):

haha.
then mx suggested playing dares and poor yokekay...

haha.
then me and meiqian were damn funny.
HAHAHAH.

forced meiqian to take pics tgt, but sadly, all the pics turn out to be wrong...:"(

then i went to minitoons to buy my MARSHMALLOWS!!
HAH.
AND me and charlene had a FUN time trying to get the price right.
LOL.

by the time we went in, it was bout 3.10pm or smth and the movie already started a bit le...):
on the intro.


haha.
pity the people who were sitting nxt to us.
they had to move their legs to let 7 ppl move in...xD

sat beside charlene and noreen.

LOL.
my seat was damn rocky.
had this weird thought that i'll fall anytime.



ahhs..
i'll stop here for now.
part two will be up tmr...

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to go or not to go..
i really dont know.

somehow feel myself being torn by these two simple decisions.

oh well...

just gonna randomly blog bout what i did today..
woke up early in the morning, thanks to a series of dreams that i had...
well, they aren't exactly nightmares i can say though, but they are just...

just so peculiar.


LOL.
then i was still lying in bed, trying to get more sleep but was then apparently "threatened" by my mum to clear and pack all those academic stuff that are taking seriously too much space on my shelves..

HAHA.
but then i volunteered to go with my mum for grocery shopping at ntuc.
LOL.
my bro was damn funny..:D

o.0
played the itouch when i came home with my bro.
we ARE SERIOUSLY A GREAT PAIR!!xD

HAHAHA.
then had to bring my bro go sch, coz he wanted to go earlier than usual to play with his frens, and well, my neighbour.
LOL.

its been so long since i last walked that path(the other one)
that i'm suddenly reminded of so many memories, as they all came flooding back in a rush at a go, as though i'm walking down my memory lane.

lol.
the weather's damn hot.
was perspiring when i came home.
then i was online up till now, watching my show. XD



well, and that reminds me that i've gotta find out smth from someone.
oh well.






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LOL.
they seem nice, arent they?:D

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yawns*
i feel bored.
sleeping soon.

oh yeah-wad do i have to do tmr?

lemme see..
i gotta complete my maths, though i haven exactly started, apart from the matrices questions which i took an hour which is damn long to complete...

chinese-shall nt do it tmr.
its hard.
dk a lot of words..
=.=

only managed to do a cloze passage and i read the compre passage before i finally gave up doin on sat.

coz apparently i wasnt even in the least mood to do anything.

wonder how i managed to get past these days of boredom...=.=


my bro's EOYS are finally over.
well, its only 3 days...
coz he's only in pri 2 what, wadda u expect..
=.=
LOL.

cousin-well, he's sick, and i hope that i wun get the virus from him-not that it matters, since its the holidaes.


ahhhs well.
i have no idea wad to say so i'll just be off.

















不曾属于你的，不管你再怎么做，它，仍然都不会是你的。
即使你得到了，我只想问你这一句，你，会快乐吗？