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Tuesday, June 29, 2010 @ 9:16 PM
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you know what?

sometimes i really feel as though we're no different from any two other strangers...

@ 8:38 PM
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hahahas.
don't know why i decided to put this picture...
hahahas.
felt that it seemed quite nice thats why i guess.

hahas.
todae nearly choked on my food during lunch thanks to charlene chin.
--who kept on digressing the topic and telling me HER lame jokes...

LOL.

hahas.
think my face was red at that time lorhhs.
felt super hot..(maybe it was coz i was half-freezing and trembling in class just now bahhs. or maybe its coz of the food...a bit hot todae...)

hahas.
i still haven't revise for the maths level test on fri...--the one about the hw de..
lol.
epic fail i tell you.

haish.
today joel chan scolded us all for the class's attitude..
he kinda scared me today seriously...
didnt like see him react like that before..

hahas.
my impression of him kept on changing, really.

from a nice nice teacher to a funny person on the bus and now to a fiercer side of him.

hahahs
oh well.


hahahs.
die liao.
sore throat's coming back again le...
damn it...

no chocolates now?):

Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 9:07 PM
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天快亮了 能不能別離開呢
沉默像首悲傷的歌 無聲視線卻模糊了

你要走了 也帶走所有快樂
甜蜜的片段散落了 你倦了 心冷了 我哭了

那流星閃過 我們許下了一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離 你怎麼放棄了

星空在閃爍 像你的眼淚 悄悄劃過
當你放開了手 離開的時候 有沒有一點捨不得我
淚光在閃爍 而我的眼淚 忍住不敢 墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候 你卻已經遠遠 離開我

離開我了 夢醒了還剩什麼
我要的幸福消失了 你的心曾經屬於我的

那流星閃過 我們許下一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離 你怎麼放棄了

星空在閃爍 像你的眼淚 悄悄劃過
當你放開了手 離開的時候 有沒有一點捨不得我
淚光在閃爍 而我的眼淚 忍住不敢 墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候 你卻已經遠遠 離開我

有過的快樂我都記得 回憶還旋轉著
愛怎麼停了 我們都淚了

星空在閃爍 像你的眼淚 悄悄劃過
當你放開了手 離開的時候 有沒有一點捨不得我
淚光在閃爍 而我的眼淚 忍住不敢 墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候 你卻已經遠遠 離開

@ 8:47 PM
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haish.
still a bit sick todae.
kinda have gotten better after i woke up with that 11 hours of sleep.

but then in the mid-day somehow it worsened but now luckily its better.

haish.

think that it was all cause of the lack of sleep and the change in weather that made me fall sick...X.X

haish.

went to popular today and got my pens.
hahas.

orange!!(:
hahas.

that colour made me feel great whenever i see it.
hahas.
its so bright and warm..

hahs.

tmr gonna go shenton way with jamie to do the amazing race planning.
need to give the draft plan to the teachers on the first day i think.
so its like, im super busy now..
and then for the next month or so, i'll be too.

--with all my cca stuff.
still got rod stuff planning to do.

and now we are like already taking over or smth.
a lot a lot of stuff to do seriously.
haish.





sometimes i'm just too tired from all that waiting...

@ 7:41 PM
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hahas. camp was fun though tiring hahas.

shouldnt go much into detail bout the camp.

my fingers are hurting...
arms too and my right leg as well.

all tio muscle strains...X.X

my right leg is coz of the trekking lahhs.

there wasnt anyone to hold me on the other side of the river when we had to sit to get across the river part...
then my legs werent that long.

so i kinda slipped and my left leg went down into the water where it was then i pulled the muscles in my right leg..
it was super painful after that but at least i still managed to hang on..

~~

and now my neck area is super painful...
thanks to this guy in my group...

coz my group had this spider web course yesterday...
then they all carried me through the topmost hole...

the first time they did that it wasnt successful coz that guy touched the hole.
then they had to put me down what.

after that it was like, that guy totally let go of his hands u know...
somemore he was supporting my neck area..

then i was like gonna fall...
then the rest were like trying to grab hold of me or smth..

it was like what lahhs.
super pissed off at that guy then...
X.X

haish.

didnt really sleep well the few nights...esp the last night coz of some reasons...
haish.

hahas.
but the last night was fun though.
we had a party in my room...
where everyone suddenly got so interested in my bed( cause i was sleeping in the middle one...)

hahas.
and alicia was damn funny can!!
she sings in the toilet everyday when she bathe--which jingwen said that she sounded as though she was giving birth somehow.

hahas.
and she was super funny when she scared jingwen with ghosts in the room when she made herself scared also hahahas.

HAHAHAS.
THE MOST FUNNIEST THING THAT HAPPENED WAS ON THE THIRD DAY ITSELF.
just before we all had to gather for the cluster reflections and stuff..

hahahas.
me and jingwen laughed until like xiao hahahas.
she made me promise not to tell anyone about it hahahas.

was very sure that i laughed until my stomach hurts and i teared...
hahahahas.

and i still remembered that yesterday morning, me and jingwen ganged up tgt to spray alicia's face mist on her.

what came next was fun, really.

alicia wanted to get revenge so we 3 were all running around in our room, on the beds and everything.
hahahs.
then we two ganged up and run towards the door..
hahas.

headed out of our room screaming and trying to escape away from her.
then there was this guy who was cleaning up the room next door who told us to keep quiet.
hahhas.

and i remembered that we laughed and went back to our room.
hahahas.

me and jingwen ganged up tgt again and we got alicia "locked" out of the room.
hahas.
super epic.

it had been really ages since i last had so much fun.
hahahas.

Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 12:22 AM
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wahh..
shit...

getting a headache now.

darn it.



相信我 ; 这是你逼我的。 我 , 永远也不会再理你了。

Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 11:43 PM
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hahahas!!
yeahhs!! i badly want to relieve those memories!!xDD

hmmm...

all those times we spent together + the smile on our faces = precious!(:



hahas.
was asleep when i woke up all of a sudden and saw jwen's msg..(thank god i asked her to sms me when she's about to reach...)
hahas.
actually, it was my instincts that woke me up...
i didnt even feel any vibration beforehand coz i was sleeping...X.X

hahahas.
then i quickly went downstairs to the bus-stop at the bridge there to meet her to get my track pants back for camp nxt week.

hahas.
and then we saw zijing.

he was all wet and sweaty, lol.

was kinda shocked and stunned when i saw him.
hahas.
i was like, pointing him to jwen and telling her, “那不是子敬吗?”

hahas.
and in the end he walked instead of running again when he saw us..lol!!!
hahas.

then we ended up sitting at the bus-stop to chat.
hahas.
so many buses passed by but the two of us just continued on talking.xDD
then i suggested going to the coffeeshop downstairs my house to get a drink.

so we went back to my house to get money(coz i was in a rush and didnt bring any $$ with me...X.X)
hahas.

baddie jwen):
she forgot the way to my hse le...

hahas.
hahas. and we walked past her father on the way to the lift. hahas.

went up and got her a drink instead.
and we hung out in my room.

she said my room wasnt messy lorhhs, and that hers was even messier--hahas.
told her i'll go see her room someday xDD

then we had this 3-way -conference call to l.yujia and agnes chua.
hahahs.
(after i forced her to read this biantai bk that i accidentally borrowed without reading the context first and which she thinks that its quite interesting, lol...) (:

hahas.
so funny.
and all the way she keep hitting her head against my bed frame..
still dare blame me!!

hahas.
somemore she still kept on stealing my chair( coz she said it was very fun to roll about my room on my chair...X.x)
and my darling lorhhs!!

hmph~~

hahahas.
so funny.

continuous 6 times hehehehehh!!xDD

hahahas.
and she keep postponing the time she wanna go home.
hahas--just coz we missed that time and we were apparently, having too much fun at that time xDD


hahhahahas.

hmm.

decoders' cafe tmr, clementi, 1.30 pm.

should i go?



不是我没有给你机会,只是你没有好好珍惜它而已。。。。。。

有时候,我是这么地对自己想的 :

如果我能够永远都活在自己的世界里,而这世界里一切的发生都是由我自己一人主宰的,那么,那该会有多好?

我不必在面对我不想看到的人、事、物 , 更不必受到任何的伤害,那该会有多好?



如果一切都按照着自己的计划、步履一步一步地实行,那该会有多好?

我便不必再为了任何事情而加快自己的脚步,只为了赶上你。



如果我能够永远得开心、幸福,那该会有多好?

我就不必再为了你 或其它伤心的理由而哭泣了。


。。。。。。


其实,活在自己的世界里, 可以是那么的美好的。

Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 11:20 PM
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hahas.
im backk!!xDD

home's always the best comfort of all.
the days i was away was though fun, but tiring though.
didnt really sleep well, but far better than the 3 days before i left...
couldnt really sleep at all...
my eye circles super dark then..
hahas.
now slightly better le..(:

hehes.
managed to chiong finish my 3rd chinese book review today!!xDD

hahahas.
plus lots of slacking as well...lol...X.X

--(my usual practice) (:

hahas.
nxt week will be a super hectic week...X.X

arghhs...:"(
got lots of planning stuff need do..
still need meet up with the rest of the sec 3 guides to rehearse for the ROD sec 3 dance this year(our performance xDD)

ehhs.
then their gifts(:
hahas.

hmm.
plus 203'09 clique outing at east coast park!!
whee~~!!
ecp!!xDD

looking forwardxD

hope that meiqian can go!!
then like almost everyone will be there le.

lalalalas~~
im happy(:


hahas.
yeahhs!!
and a new macbook's gonna arrive in bout 2 weeks time!!xDD

changed laptop le.
comp crashed...
thanks to the stupid hard disc...(or is it spelled as disk?~~whatever~~)
it kinda crashed all of a sudden...X.X

then all the info inside haven got backup yet...
so all my taiwan photos went missing as a result...

almost cried over that lorhhs...
coz to me, its as though memories were lost or even destroyed...)":

haish..


o.0

hahas.

lol.

did anyone miss me during the days i was away?
LOL.
was just joking...
hahas.

......

@ 10:33 PM
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hahas.
a friend like that would be great right?
if i had a friend like that, i would feel blessed.
--definitely.

and heyys, u know what?
sometimes, its like i feel as if i dont know you, even though we are good friends.

i dare not say we are best friends --or to be exact, im not even sure if you treat me as one (even though i do).

but why do i get the feeling that despite us being good friends, why dont you share your worries and troubles with me?

i'm not good at comforting people, but i can be your good listener.

哪怕我只能够做你的最佳听众也好,我只希望你伤心、难过的时候,第一个想到的会是我这个朋友。这样,我就别无所求了。

可是,你有吗?
都这么多年了,为什么我总觉得我们俩之间总是存在着隔阂呢?

说到底,我们这样到底算是好朋友吗?
老实说,我一点踏实感也没有;一点安全感也没有。。。

曾经的曾经,我们不是说过要做永远的好朋友吗?
这样的我们,真的可以遵守我们当初立下的诺言吗?

Tuesday, June 8, 2010 @ 10:43 PM
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hahas.
wth.
super busy now.
msn-ing now...
so many conversations...X.X


and wth!!
i haven even pack my bag yet!!
lol.
clothes i packed le.

just the random stuff that i carry along with me.
hahas.
arghhs.
still chionging hw now...X.X
just now talk too much on the phone le...X.X
haish...):

uncle coming tmr at 8am to pick us up.
hahas.
and now im left with just that one more du shu bao gao!!
then all complete le...(except for those i lazy answer de questions or practically dun know how do de...hahas xDD).
but then i still planned on doing more du shu bao gao if i have the time..
haish.
but my schedule superr tight and hectic lorhhs..
so stressful...):


haish.
like who can help me with all the planning?
haish...


holiday also need worry bout these things...

haish.
now i cnt stop sighing...
haish..
lol.

kh a lil shocked when i was laughing just now...
he said i suddenly got very high xDD
hahas.

and i just told him,
"taurians are like that.."
hahas.

he's one himself anyways...
hahas.
now i feel like we're gonna both end up in a fun quarrel..
hahas.

and i ended up diverting the topic xDD
hahas.
he as well...

and now we're like talking back bout pri sch..
hahas.

he still rmb-ed that nickname laogong gave me back then lorhhs...
X.X

yawns...**
thot that i can finish my hw before leaving...
but sadly, i cant lehhs...
):):):



HAISH...
):):):

Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 11:11 PM
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arhhs.
the people from the korea trip are back.
hahas.
finally.
xDD

hahas.
hmm.
feeling very xian right now...
these few days had remedials..
which means = more HOMEWORK...X.X
haish...):

have been slacking around.
finally managed to complete my 1st chinese book review le.
hope to complete the 2nd one tmr along with the other hw..

haish.
hope to do at least 5 books if possible.
but, it seems hard for me now to accomplish this goal.
tried to finish as much hw as possible by not coming on9 for the past week but also no use...X.X

haish.
still have a lot of CCA things to plan lorhhs.
need to plan this upcoming event with jamie, prepare for ROD and the seniors' presents, complete badges etc etc etc.....X.X
so hectic.

ahhs.
doubt i can complete what i had actually wanted to do during the holidays now..
my inspiration...
--which i got everyday in the bathroom when i bathe.

lol.
i know it kinda seems weird(very in fact!) for me to obtain my inspiration this way..
but then idk why but it just seems to come out naturally lorhhs.
maybe is the sound of the water bahhs.

maybe.


heyys!
you know what?
im really trying my best to forget those past memories.

i wanna leave the past behind me and be a whole new person.