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oh well...
im lazy to do revision...
cnt get anything in...
i am just so stupid...
haiz..
i seriously have a feeling that i screwed the paper 1 today for both chinese and english.haiz..
wanna catch up on some sleep these few days, from the past nights of sleeping late..=.=
lol.
todae went home alone again; lol.
found myself looking in the direction of the bus interchange; guess i was hoping to meet lois.
well, true enough, i saw her.
haha so we went home tgt again, but this time round, it was damn awkward.
then we met
our neighbour, weiheng at the traffic light, then we were like all of a sudden, talking bout him.
lol..i remembered when i was younger, i used to go to his house often, by the request of his sister or smth. but now, we are just like any other typical strangers.
its just that strange that one's relationship with another could just change over a period of time, where eventually, both will evolve to be back to the just-strangers stage.
well, i guess that relationships just cant stand the test of time though..
and well, this of course, occurs to me and lois too.
for the remaining walk home, we did not talk; there's only this awkward feeling between us that has replaced the usual sense of familiarity that we used to have with each other.
i remember, we were almost
inseparable in the past but now,
everything's disappeared and gone..u know, its just ironic that our 8 years of friendship cant stand the test of time..
oh well, i'll just have to accept it now, since i dun have the ability to turn back time.
if life was a stopwatch/owlglass, i would have been the first one to stop the time at that specific moment; as well as to turn back time, to prevent myself from leaving behind all those regrets, that would be for life.
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haha
love friday..(last friday)
the weather especially..
i think i'm weird, but i just love the feeling i get when i come out of somewhere and find it raining.
the feeling's just too great for me; its practically indescribable.
somehow i dun know why, but i just love it whenever it rains.
i love the smell of rain;
i love the raindrops beating on my head;
and most of all,
i just love the rain.
somehow it just gives me a peaceful feeling; a feeling that i'll always go for.
plus, everything in the outside world is in a blur with the fall of the rain, but somehow i dun feel my mind as though that too.
in fact, i can just sit down somewhere peaceful and stare hard out at the rain, the open scenery in front of me, and not think of anything but just stare, and take in the smell of the rain.
it just calms me down though.
it's likewhenever it rains, i'll always feel relaxed, as though all my troubles and worries have all disappeared with each drop of rain.
thats prob one of the reasons why i love rain.
so it was like,
i was going home alone,walking to the bus-stop to take a bus to the mrt station.
lol..actually wanted to walk in the rain de, but then im not sure why its like, i walk halfway then started having a headache.
prob because of the insufficient amount of sleep that i had the previous night.
so i spent the remaining distance to the bus-stop walking under a purple-pink umbrella,which stood out among the others for its colour.
haha. then i met yiran and noreen at the bus-stop so we took a bus tgt then they went to noreen house to put their bags or smth first before they're going to kfc.
hmm..so i waited alone at the platform for the train, which supposedly was to arrive in 5 mins time but instead took more than 10 mins, most prob cause of the rain.
haha.
i spent most of the waiting time tuning out into my world; it's as though my soul had left an ventured off somewhere, leaving an empty body standing there, staring hard out at the rainy scene.
saw many people past by me mostly in groups, though some were alone, and lol, i suddenly felt as though i dun belong to that place, as though i'm not existing; observing other people from my own world.
but, i kind of like it though. watching other people pass by me.
lol. i'm suddenly reminded of what i did tgt with my other guides friends that day..hah..
from then on, i've learnt a lesson.
lol.
haha. so it was like raining; and i was like staring out of the window from my seat during the journey home. haha.. the rain keeps getting heavier by the moment..lol.
then i was like, walking out of the mrt station into causeway point when ehhs..i met lois.
yes. lois. my best friend of 8 years.
lol..actually is i saw her first de, but she was the one who called me. lol.
so its like, we were like talking under my umbrella(cause she didnt bring her umbrella; lol she since pri sch dun have the habit of bringing one to sch everyday actually..)
haha. she's quite tall now though...haha and it feels a bit weird actually..
so the sharing of my umbrella was like, fun?
coz it really reminded me of the times we had had together, and also reminded me of the times when the two of us will walk under an umbrella-sometimes under my umbrella; other times under the big umbrella which her maid gave us(her maid will usually go sch tgt with us when we were younger..)
haha. it was funn..
long time since i last enjoyed myself tgt with her well, since after we went on to separate schs.
haha.
lol. then had to go to ntuc to buy my chocolate, so i was like telling her that i needed to go get smth then i ask her how is she gonna do without an umbrella.
then she was like telling me that since its only a short distance, she'll just walk to the civic centre.
lol. then i remembered myself telling her that there is actually a way home through the underground carpark of ntuc.
dun think she knows; well cause she isnt one who'll be caught in that place.lol.
then she said she wanted to follow me so we went in, to the chocolate section.lol.
haha. then she was kinda surprised by what i took; cause i remembered that i once told her that i dun like the chocolate coz it was too sweet..
haha but i've grown to love it recently; i dont know why.
haha.
