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I'll really miss a lot of people during these 8 days hehe^^

can't really say that i have the feeling of leaving yet, but i guess i'm feeling a little bit now...

haha.

with the few farewell msgs i received yesterday night. haha
communication error i guess..

haha.
well.
thanks to these people.

haha.
guess the msg that made me feel the most surprised was from K.H...

haha.
can't believe that he still rmb...
though it has been some time since we last talked to each other...

oh well.

really ought to spend this time catching up with people...

haha.
pri school chalet i'll probably give it a miss so yeah.
plus i won't be returning to woodgrove as frequently now since i've already moved house...

meeting up and stuff seems even more difficult nowadays with everyone's busy schedules...

haha.

okay. i guess i shall stop here for now.

think i can still be able to post if i have the time in taiwan, since i'm bringing a computer along...

haha.
got to go and finish up my last part of packing.

so i guess it'll be at least 8-9 days later i'm gonna post again or smth...
haha.

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一时的小气鬼。

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等待。厌倦。错过。

思绪好乱、好乱哦。。。

突然好想念Charlene...):

at least she can distract me and stuff...
at least she can be the someone i can confide in.

至少。。。
我知道我不是孤独的。


今天，我想了好多好多，也有了很多的觉悟。。。

原来，

在那华丽的外表下，
到了最后，
每一个人终究是寂寞的。


I really don't know why my mood is so dampened right now..
I should be excited that i'm going to taiwan...
hah.
well on the contrary, i don't...

My mum says that it's probably because i've been there before, maybe.
but i doubt that's the real reason...

these 2 days i've been feeling down and all idk why...


也许这几天的离开，能够让我好好的松懈下来，不再去胡思乱想，不再去那么的找借口说服自己，让自己好过一些。。。


我想，
我是真的累了吧。。。

真的好想一个人静一静，一个人去散散心。



当期望落空时，剩下的，也只不过是失望。

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快乐太耀眼 我们以为这就是永远.


永远； 谁不想拥有啊？


虽然它只是简单的十二画，但在通往“永远”的旅程中，人，总是会遇到种种的不如意，不是吗？


许许多多的障碍物总是会出现，成为一个又一个的绊脚石。


一个人总是得跌了再起，起了再跌。 


然而，这总是一个恶性循环，不是吗？


但，这个世界上，真的有所谓的“永远”吗？


没有人是可以快乐一辈子的。。。


快乐与否，只在于一瞬间而已。


如此的短暂，却得来不易。




Lol. I guess I have nothing better to do to crap here. 
It's funny how i can just crap out all these just by listening to lyrics of songs here and there. haha.
But i seriously have no idea what's gotten into me today, or what i'm typing here. 


Guess i'm just feeling confused, tired, bored, oh well, let's just put it simply as a mixture of feelings ba.

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Memories last.

Last night was really brilliant.
It kind of brought about a happy ending to my 4 years of secondary school life.
4 years; not long nor short, but sufficient enough for lots of memories to be created with each and everyone of you who has helped to make my life in NanHua a special one.(:

Haha. I know that separation is an inevitable process, and it's a sad feeling, but i'm not going to cry over it anymore, or at least, not like what i did on the last day of school... haha. that was kind of insane, where everybody just kept on crying as a class, as we watched the video we had made specially for the teachers. It was hard to find anyone with dry eyes that day... Haha. Plus all the saying goodbyes to each other as they headed home just made me cried even more idk why. haha. maybe that's why i dislike goodbyes. haha.

I won't forget that last day when my clique and i cried together in the toilet, as each and everyone gave a speech, wishing each and everyone good luck etc etc. haha. i remembered that i sort of ran away to hide myself in a corner to prevent from crying even more hahahaha.

yup. i'm not going to be like that anymore. i mean, no matter where each and everyone goes, we know we'll still be friends, for friendships and memories last. Haha. It's just the fact that we won't be able to see each other as often like before hurts. haha.

Last night, even though my throat really hurts a lot, plus my upper lip's kind of swollen a little with that ulcer...): , seeing everyone again made up for that. haha. i really love 406!<3

haha.

What i'm going to say next is to Charlene:( thanks for her card which made me cried hahahah!)

Hey dearest beloved!(:
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH!
haha! it's really my honour to be able to have such a wonderful friend like you.(: Aww. hahah. Don't be too touched yet! The best has yet to come! Haha! Thanks for always being there for me just when i really needed someone to be by me the most. Haha. You're always the first to notice whenever i'm sad. haha! aww. and i really know that you love me as much as i love you so<3. BELOVEDS forever!:D haha. okay. i shall stop here and keep you in further suspense. haha. you'll find out for yourself when i pass you your card. haha. i hope it's gonna give u a surprise though. still racking my brains over what i'm gonna do on the outside. haha. you know me. perfectionist must plan thoroughly for her special beloved. haha. give me some time to do it hehe!:P i want to do a perfect one for you!:D

Haha. told you on tues when we went out that i've got a post dedicated to u. haha. sorry for the late post... didn't have a chance to come online till today so yup, i've completed it partially so i can post it up now.

Though it's kind of late, given that you have already left, and when you're back i'll be gone, i still hope that you'll like it. hahaha! 我已经很久没有动笔写这一类的话了。。。哈哈。感觉有点生疏了。不过，我还是会尽力的哟！(:

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亲爱陌生人，欢迎敲门。