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it's just less than a day left now...
haish...
and idk why all my excitement has died down in just that instant.
yeahh.
i'm feeling so xian and numb all of a sudden.
is it cause of a lack of sleep?
or is it because of the hot and humid weather that is making me feel this way?
all of a sudden, i don't know why i just can't seem to even smile..
i remembered that earlier on in the morning, i wasn't even like this.
right? so what just happened to me now is a mystery.
haish.
whatever.
i'm tired of this feeling seriously..
arghh.
maybe spamming chocolates might be the best option for now and well, i'm just gonna do that. maybe i will feel better. H.A.H.A. ...
and and and,
tonight i will make myself stay up to count down.
i will reflect on my 15 years of life and well yeahh, just think of random stuff and probably make myself emo all over again and again.
well yup, i shall just do that.
and i hope that i won't have to feel so lonely tmr.
well...i know i will still feel a bit sad, but then... i guess i can't help it after all yeahh?
tmr=birthday= first time i will be alone throughout the whole day.
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