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haish...slacked for two days le...
kept on getting distracted by the commonwealth games...
):
now im scared that i won't be able to finish revising...
haish...
will be alone at home for the whole day today...
parents and bro went to attend my cousin's wedding again...
its gonna start soon at pontian--the guy's hometown...
haish..
church wedding...how nice.
but cause of exams, i wont be able to go...
so im stuck at home with books and housework...
haish...
listening to emo songs now...and it's seriously making me even lonelier... ):
haish...
i wonder how i will be like when i leave on 07/12/2010...
6 weeks of absence...
wonder if i'll be missed...
haish..
guess i'm dreaming and thinking too much...
haish...
now im feeling damn bored and lonely alone at home...
wish someone was here to pei me...
and i don't like the weather today...
its so bright and sunny--unlike like my mood...):
wonder how much revision i can do today in this state.....
a maths and physics...X.X
haish...
i wanna help to design my new house!!!
but coz of the trip, i can't--most probably...
so that means that when i leave, i'll have to say goodbye to lots of things...
1. family
2.friends
3.my house of 14 years.
4.to the Sun.
5.to the night sky which i love staring out of my window every night...
6.to the surroundings...
7.to my mum's homecooked food..
8.to ......
etc...
somehow...i hope that i won't feeling too lonely over there...
6 weeks of losing contact with everyone.....
though i'll be getting a phone line over there, but who will sms me, call me apart from my family...
somehow...i can't help but think......
will my absence even be noticed at all? ...
现在的我,
好孤独, 好寂寞。。。。。。
在世界的另一端, 至少我还有雪陪我一起作伴, 陪我一起孤单着。。。。。。