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说我自己累了也好，我真的不想再去想那么多了。
以前，我还以为自己真的能够做到这一点，但是现在回头看，我想，我是真的做不到了。。。
我不明白，
不明白，为什么在我还没有弄清出且整理好这一切的时候，另一个问题却又突然出现，把一切都给搞乱了，害我在一时之间反映不过来，害得我顿时乱了方向、措手不及。。。
我知道，逃避也没有用了。。。
该来的总是回来的。。。
即使逃避得了一时，也终究躲不了一世。。。
big thanks to ahgong who is always there for me when i needed someone to talk to...(:
i'm really glad that i have her whom i know will be always there for me when i'm feeling down, upset or confused...
confiding in her about that matter made me feel a lot better.
at least,
at least she helped to make me look at things from a different perspective...
Today:
finally got my report slip after the vice principal signed the newly-amended one.
stupid.
though i did improve in the overall marks, it still wasn't good enough at all.
it really sucks...
dk why i'm always deproving every year.
haish.
its really freaking me out now...):
haish. today was a little pissed off with yuting...
just because she did relatively well, and FAR BETTER THAN ME, doesn't give her the right to SLAP ME that HARD ON MY BACK RIGHT?!!
and its not just a light smack...
like...
i was just standing in front of my chair and she slapped me that hard that it kinda caught me off-guard and i almost lost my balance...X.X
yeahhs. and she said sorry while laughing.
......
what a wonderful apology i received.
stupid... everyone around me was like staring at me when they heard the loud "smack"...
for goodness sake, i'm not that tough enough to endure that force.
.....
sometimes, when you're happy it doesn't give you the right to neglect the feelings of others' and rub salt into their wound right?
forget it.
i'll just forget about this event that happened today since i have vented it all out here.
right.
speaking of balance...
felicia was like asking me what was wrong with me today--since i kept losing my balance throughout the whole day and i literally fell backwards into another person in the mrt today...
arghh.
whats wrong with me...?
i'm gonna go sleep now and not think of anything at all and go enjoy myself for the whole day tmr...
"Your Love Rockz" volunteers-appreciated lunch @spore flyer!!!(some bistro & bar i think)
hahas.
heard we got invited cause of the carnival we organised for the kids!!!(:(:(:
hmm. then i guess i'm gonna go walk around the city hall area alone...
then go over to the marina bay sands to meet up the rest of my family plus my grandparents and we are so gonna have fun tmr!!!(:(:(:
现在，我想我们已经是属于两个不同世界的人了。。。。。。
