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didnt came online for a few nights le.
oh shit!!!
just rmb that i've gotta send zhixin my feedback bout the night hike during camp....
X.X

shitshitshit!!
freakkingly....i've got serious short-term-memory...)":):)":

but then seriously, i did rmb it a few hours ago....X.X

oh well...
the rest like nvr do lehhs...
why me...
lol.
coz they need 2 feedbacks from each patrol and coincidentally, i'm the patrol second??:OOO

LOL.
oh well. prob gonna go do soon . hehe. maybe i shall text zhixin in bed.xD


haish.
the stupid renovation works upstairs is taking forever long to complete.
i mean, THEY told us it was till the 7 of dec...
but i mean, now its like, 15 DEC???!!!
WTH.

well, i almost had the urge of goin upstairs to tell them to stop drilling or smth.
i mean,
i actually planned to do some revision today and i seriously need some peace in order to get things started, but then there came the knocking, hammering and drilling and all those stuff thats disrupting my peace..
and in the end, it made me lose the mood to study, well that's the main factor,apart from the dramas, computer and the itouch, that is.

haish.
stupid drilling.
the drama so...
yet the stupid noise upstairs ruined the whole atmosphere.
seriously, i cnt stand it if someone interrupts when i'm in the midst of watching smth...
and i can get superr irritated.
X.X

oh well, went back to sch yest afternoon for drills.
saddsaddsadd.
the weather's superr hot that i was like, even tanner when i got home, especially my face.
we didnt have long breaks, and it was like, all the way till bout 5?
under the hot sun in the parade sq, before we can finally move into the foyer which has SHADE AT ROUND 4??
LOL.
whats the use since its alrdy so late...X.x

yujia superr good lorhs.
go genting then cn miss the drills, and she's coming back tmr.

so many sec 1s nvr come. dunno all go where le.
hehe.
and actually, yujia's(lee) new hairstyle is superr cute!!
hahas.xDDD

hmm, but what was the most satisfying thing was that, we learnt almost all our drills that we ought to le.
hehe.
and we're sort of better than previously, esp with all the drills training that we had continuously.

AND LOL.
seriously,just because i went to the PLTC TRAINING doesn't actually mean that i have to become the next CL right??!!
i mean,
after seeing mrs tan scolding yingying, seriously, i dont think i can ever do it if i'm selected to be the next one.
i mean, just imagine me having to err, talk louder than usual to the company or smth??
wow.
and the job's superr stressing, and if i am chosen, SERIOUSLY, I DON'T THINK THAT I CAN COPE AND HANDLE IT.

haish.
i've just got this negative feeling bout it and bout myself too.
idk.
its just,
all so fast and everything??
well...
i guess i'll just have to take it as it goes..


tmr, will be watching the last episode le!!
hehes!!
looking superr forward!!XDDDDD


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