omg. im totally freaking out right now. somehow, i just feelweird. by smth she said in her blog... gosh... am i fool or what? it feels weird just by looking back at what she had said. and now, here i am, reading and re-reading all over again, time after time, i still dun believe it. i didnt know, that she still thought of us this way, given our status now, as compared to the past.
and now, i'm really beginning to question myself, if what my belief and thoughts were wrong afterall...