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oh well...
im lazy to do revision...
cnt get anything in...
i am just so stupid...
haiz..

i seriously have a feeling that i screwed the paper 1 today for both chinese and english.haiz..


wanna catch up on some sleep these few days, from the past nights of sleeping late..=.=
lol.
todae went home alone again; lol.
found myself looking in the direction of the bus interchange; guess i was hoping to meet lois.
well, true enough, i saw her.
haha so we went home tgt again, but this time round, it was damn awkward.
then we met our neighbour, weiheng at the traffic light, then we were like all of a sudden, talking bout him.

lol..i remembered when i was younger, i used to go to his house often, by the request of his sister or smth. but now, we are just like any other typical strangers.

its just that strange that one's relationship with another could just change over a period of time, where eventually, both will evolve to be back to the just-strangers stage.

well, i guess that relationships just cant stand the test of time though..

and well, this of course, occurs to me and lois too.
for the remaining walk home, we did not talk; there's only this awkward feeling between us that has replaced the usual sense of familiarity that we used to have with each other.

i remember, we were almost inseparable in the past but now, everything's disappeared and gone..

u know, its just ironic that our 8 years of friendship cant stand the test of time..
oh well, i'll just have to accept it now, since i dun have the ability to turn back time.

if life was a stopwatch/owlglass, i would have been the first one to stop the time at that specific moment; as well as to turn back time, to prevent myself from leaving behind all those regrets, that would be for life.