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somehow...
im beginning to find a change in myself...
an indescribable change,that is...

i'm still feeling stressed out...
from all the tests and everything...
but yeah..
i mean,one cannot escape from that,isn't it?
u can only learn to cope with all that stress, and move on...

im still stuck at maths revision..
only the first chapter...

just cant get my mind to settle down and concentrate...
like now, when im actually supposed to be studying and not,using the comp??

like,i've practically did nth so far...
unlike in the past...

sometimes i just really feel like giving up, but there's always this voice inside me that keeps me goin...

in some ways or so, it makes me feel secure and gives me a glimmer of hope that i can do it...


maths...
im really unsure if i can do well...
i've always done badly for common tests...
always...
always getting a greater disappointment, after all that much effort i've put in and what i've gotten in the end...
time after time, im really really losing hope...
but somehow....
wo fang4 bu2 xia4....

人就是那么矛盾，不是吗？
i guess thats the way of life...


i've just been to charlene's blog and yeahh...
i totally agree with what she said...

those countless "friends forever" we've said to each other in our last year,
how many of them still exists..?

gosh,somehow a wave of emotions came over me when i was reading that part...

that, i guess, are some empty promises that looks to good to be true,but yet, makes one want to believe in it....



i just wanna take a break; a break from everything....